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Sunday, July 05, 2009
Overrun by imminent majesty
Last Year
We fled from fire as it descended from hungry chaparral, summer already curing the oaken sky as a skeletal stingsect took its place low in the bones of the southern ecliptic, a crimson star pulsing flamewise hardened by antarean armor, its two releasers poised to flood the night with sustain and persistence as we had not yet met.
We would come eleven months later when love might well have forgotten us in its mad tumble of beck and call as it saw to incite the blind prayers offered by so many others. But the keen fire came, devoured some, spared some, left us in a wake of black smoke and incindered charms. Our house stood, fierce against whatever the sky might counter with.
And the flames knew each of our names, crossed them off without checking, those of us who were not to be taken into its strictest confidences, those of us who were to give everything to them without complaint, without promise of purpose or safe passage. It was the cruelest commencement of a season in recent memory, one that would last well past then and now.
So we met—a poet and a quilter—pressed into stanzas of seven lines each amid an economy that may or may not work out either in literal or literary life. These are things we send upcirrus in drafts of transmutated ash, toward next year where we might stand to look back at now and here we are, this way, fleeing from fire again because to do so is to be overrun by imminent majesty.
She comes out of the sea, brinesalt and sweat, tides wrapped about her in kelping bands that snug her muscles from an hour of paddling.
She may have oared in from Papeete bearing water from the basket of her broad shoulders, stranged by the fruit of a smile you barely know.
So you watch her step from the sleek hull, her form navigable by deliberate observation, pick her out from the others by the sextant of her hips.
She trods sand negotiating new treaties with gravity, unaware that your eyes confer Magellanic latitudes you would cross an ocean to tenderly circumtrek.
This is the prodigal siren come ashore from her home in the sea, to assuage all that want her for her ways, for their own, for her tidal enchantment. Joseph Gallo June 18, 2009
We hold and sway together in the doorway, the Earth counterbalancing each lilt and tilt, left and right. This could be fragrant island rain or a white moth dusting in through moonsheer panes of an early June, your breasts stirring the fine hairs on my chest like turning koi as we creak wood and kneejoints that have seen seasons more spry than we have need to conjure or recount.
We are here, this way, now. Together is a point on a star map that says You Are Here And Here And Here. The fluid core of a planet emits liquid magnetism, surrounds us in an iron knuckle that presses us closer together than gravity alone can account for. So we stay that way and sway, sway, slowly sway. These are the moments that outlive us because they give purpose to the all of this.
Ghosts knock on other doors this night and leave us to haunt ourselves with a sheetless incarnate knowledge. And the world falls away like a bridal dress at the threshold of consummation, a careless shoe kicked backward across the floor to wedge beneath the armoire, the foot traded for finned wings and nimble kisses, glass mouths that break and open to all the possible courses they abandon safer water for. Joseph Gallo June 8, 2009
Who talks about dishes and laundry? The brief devotions spent in ceramic supplication, the deep stacking of Lycra and cotton, the solemn setting of prayerful airs to fume dry the cutlery.
How many times have we bowed before delicate rinse cycles that promise deliverance into purified light, given our small time to in the attending of what seeks to present us favorably to the world?
But who talks of these things? Slaves of fallen empires sought rarefied earths to scour clean the table settings of their masters, picked at leavings when gongs were struck to clear away.
We sail out over edges of lost worlds in the vesseling of protection and nutrient, task our- selves in the enterprise of continuance, each day a new cheating of what would reclaim us.
Run water with reverence. Scrub plates with veneration. Fold linen with loving adoration. These are the things that bring us day by day into what we surrender in the giving of it all.
In a single life, we change rooms so many times. Enter and leave, pass through, refuse to enter, refuse to leave. Each time we believe it won’t follow us and each time it does. We never know this until we arrive at the last room we will ever enter which is also the last room we ever leave.
We lie swathed in the sticky veil of a million laments. Regret sits on the nightstand like a glass of white wine we knock over again and again, apologizing each time as if we were an unwelcome guest at an overcrowded table of strangers and passersby. How long has this faint music been playing, we wonder.
As breathing is the grand baton that conducts the sweeping movements of a life, so is the ceasing of it the last beat that cues a threnody of stillness. Even absence holds music. And so we listen for it, pace the windows to see if it disturbs the nearest palm or waves back from a green flush of frond.
In one movement, we score so many sonatas. Bow and blow, finger and finesse, pause and hold, cease and rest. Each time we believe it is the most perfect music we have ever heard and each time we are right and wrong. Faintly, it returns again. We knock over the glass; enter the room and leave.
wings up and all the doors removed from their hinges. No one asks how we got such sturdy legs even as cane futures tick upward.
The things we know harden and glaze as the will to discover what worries the curtain softens to stain as bath suds. Hips clack with the hitch in our walk as the prosthetic soul we claim as our own will not survive another washing.
We enter this world to gain and lose everything, just as every other thing does. The harried crow will not feast on robin’s eggs this morning as we will later lie, our burdens laid out on the pillow beside us, when the sun runs nails- out down a hurt wall of dusk unable to hang on one moment longer.
Just once to arrive without the rain asking anything of us. To leave a print of sand that might run off back to an old sea that left it im- precise so long ago, its wet window vexed and ajar, exactly the way we came in.
What better sound is there than the scent of rain on wood? May’s green-grey sky, wobbly as a gathering colt, freshens to drop its tearcatcher in a dry field as quail hide and let sigh. Who among us cannot remember uncounted days like these?
This is an old dance, made of steps that tilted their turns long before days had names and names had tongues to tell of them. If we could walk side by side, you might say this is the season that never considers it prudent to stop.
Bees charge their bands by pulse and flock, circle their singular initials in the midpetals, leave trace and taste to speak hosannas for the hive, press the sun to settle undue accounts in pollinated margins of endearing dusk.
If we could sit side by side, I might say nothing at all and brush my hand across the lattice of your bare shoulders, place kisses there to simmer saltless on sungold skin, caress and seal in what comes to pass long before we wish it to.
Location: Santa Barbara, California, United States
~ CURRENT ATTRACTIONS ~Music & Performance: Member of acoustic duo Romantiqk: Bittersweet songs of love for couples & broken-hearted singles.Art & Publication: Comic syndication project currently in development.
Writing & Artography: For samples & examples, see literary marks & mostly original images that make up
Drachenthrax & Yarblehead.
wisdom is worth all we lose to attain it. ~aucassin verdé
art arises when the secret vision of the artist and the manifestation of nature agree to find new shapes. ~kahlil gibran
the most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. it is the source of all art and science. he to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead; his eyes are closed. ~albert einstein